Allergies and Distraction

Okay. I am in the library at BYU-Idaho right now. Usually I am being a very good hard worker on whatever assignment I have to work on (usually accounting). Well, I finished my accounting on friday and have a few other assignments due tonight by midnight or tomorrow, but I just can't bring myself to work on them. I honestly tried doing one assignment and it's making my brain want to collapse. I don't know if a brain CAN collapse, but that's what mine feels like doing. My other assignment is to write a paper about tax proffessionals and their roles and I decided that once I get home, I will call dad and talk to him about that. It even said on the assignment to just talk to a professional. Now, I have a problem with focusing A LOT on the future. You may be thinking- that's a good thing right? Well, it is to an extent I think. My obsession is way past that extent. I can't help it, I always am thinking of the next big thing. For instance, I cannot stop thinking about my internship next semester. I actually DO need to be thinking about this, but I cannot think of anything else at the moment. I figure I need to get this done and find an internship soon so that I can move on and focus on other things.

Now, all of this fuss isn't helped by my horrendous neverending allergies! I don't understand. I decided to get equate facial wipes so that I would actually wash my face at night. Well, I have been sneezing a LOT lately- I mean...A TON! More than I have in my life. So the other night, I woke up in a frenzy sneezing and itching my eyes and crying because I was literally in PAIN I was sneezing so much. Clay and I thought and thought, at 2am, what could cause this? We decided it was the facial wipes. SO- I stopped using them. The sneezing lessened but the eyes grew itchier. Clay thinks it's our shampoo. It is possible, but I think it has to do with makeup. This is the worst possible thing because I've FINALLY started feeling like I know how to do my makeup. Seriously, I have felt so good about myself lately because I have finally found a way to do my makeup that I like, and is easy. So anyway, now that my eyes are acting CRAZY- I feel like I shouldn't do my eye makeup anymore. I am so confused and sad. I have never experienced anything like this. I have had allergic reactions to mangos, and sudafed that led me to hives all over, but not this. The sneezing and itching is horocious. I AM SICK OF IT!

Any advise?

Anyway- sorry for all this complaining. On a positive note, I decided I need to exercise. BYU-I has these free classes at night and I am going to start doing them. I really just hope I love them so that I stick with them. They have just started doing these things called "Getting Started Classes". So they are all the cool classes for people that aren't inshape like me. So tonight I am doing a Step class. I am way excited. Wednesday I am doing one called "Abs that Rock". Cool huh? I really just want to get in some good habits I guess.

Well I must be off. It is time to get Clayton and go EAT. I love you all and miss you!!!

By the way, this computer doesn't underline all the misspelled words so I might have misspelled words...sorry.