Okay...so this is like the third post I've tried to write lately...and all of them are so depressing I just never post them. Here is the truth:
I miss Oregon.
I am so stinking baby hungry it hurts.
I feel extremely bad for myself that I have Lyme.
I am watching too much TV...like HOURS of it.
I have like...7 mountainous zits on my chin. NOT an exaggeration. and NOT the only zits on my face.
I am on my period.
And seriously I could probably just go on and on and on with things to complain about since I'm just in that mood! I mean seriously- could I get any more pathetic? Probably. I guess at least I haven't started doing drugs or drinking :) And I haven't caved on my diet. So you know...THAT is success people.
Oh dear. Well, the truth is, I'm feeling like it's all going to be moving up here soon. I am going to start doing this thing...where I have a checklist of daily things. Basically a checklist of fruits/veggies, water, pills, scriptures, exercise, yoga, no-tv me time, and clean kitchen. I plan on making a fancy little thing to print off and put on my fridge so that it's motivating and I can like physically CHECK OFF these things. I'm a type of person that feel so accomplished with lists. I'll post it when I make it.
I think it will help balance out my life. I hope.
The sad thing is, my life could be so much worse. I feel awful. My brother-in-law went to Africa a while back and I saw a bunch of pictures and he talked about how like...poor and hard working CHILDREN are over there...carrying these huge bundles on their backs. Ugh. I have a freaking house, cars, bikes, computers, phones, clothes, FOOD, water, a doctor to treat my illness, and the list goes on. My life is really luxurious if you think about it. So anyway...time to stop having a pity party. Time to start enjoying my wonderful life.